Writing something from nothing

I try to update this blog everyday, but every time I start writing, I have problem in setting what to write. Topic setting is the most difficult part. Once I set an appropriate topic that means I know about that well, I basically can write smoothly with a certain quality. Now it came to me that this is somewhat related to my way of having conversation. I talk less, not because I don't want to, but just I am not good at it.
Writing and Speaking is basically same, just the way of telling is different. The key point is that whether you have good content or not. If you have enough content, what you have to is to speak out about that. However, there are differences actually. Timing and interactivity. In writing something, technically there is a plenty of time, and chance to revise it. On the contrary, conversation is not like that. You've got to speak at an appropriate timing, and quite often wait to listen to others. And writing is single-oriented activity, that is you don't get response immediately that you don't have to adapt to that such as estimating what response or question or argues my occur when writing. On the other hand, when having conversation, you have to adapt to context of conversation in real time. That requires high level function of brain, higher than that of writing.
I want to learn to speak well, talk well, and write well. I think those each ability is closely related. You get better in speaking, you also get better in writing as well. But, I think there is not much correlation between talking and writing. Because of its nature that is one-way communication.
What I want to get better most is talking. I am poor at communicating with people. Not only what/how much content I have to have, there are other factors I have to consider. How to tell those contents, how to react with responses, how to behave. These are still problematic to me. Well, to be honest, I have these problems only when talking with girls. This suggest that I have to take steps to get used to girls and take some measure to deal with that. I have to consider about this.
I don't know why simply. This gradually started when I was in middle school, I didn't talk with girls. And in high school, what's worse, I thought talking with girls is something not what I bothered to do, or not what I proud of. I was a really damn stupid. Now, I am willing to do that, but now girls around me, meaning I even don't know whether I am good talker or not.

In conclusion, I keep writing in order to present something well in speech and writing that is one-way oriented communication. This is going smoothly I think. I also have to do the same thing in Japanese. I have done too much only in English.
And for 2-way communication, talking, I've got to make more friends, or take more chances to talk with new people that means I have to be more willing to ask people out. I'll consider about this later.