Not being able to write

This blog is for myself, of course, this is shared public, but I blog in English to polish my English ability. And one problem occurs everyday, that is I have nothing particular to write. Even English is not my mother language, this is serious. Having no topic means I have nothing to say even in Japanese. What am I supposed to do? Why some people write things that are really exciting?

OK, now I analyze myself. Me still student, Computer Science major, but at the beginning point, not that professional at it. Not only in academic field, in daily life, I don't talk so much, I have very good friends, but no girl friend. I think having no topic is related to the fact that I don't have girl friend. Girls like fun men, and I don't look fun I think, because I think everything a little logically than people around me, and caring too much about how people feel about me and that causes me to delay one step in every words I speak. But conversation is something real time processing, coming up exact reply and in exact timing, that concern is not necessary. Let my unconscious free to act. Once I aware of this, my minds roam the world of thought.

OK, now I have good mindset, next about my information collecting. With Internet so fast, and convenient, and easy. I get a lot of information through web, and I think I depends on it too much, or I think I don't digest them well. Getting information is good thing, that is all about how well you use it. Getting one information, and what would you do? Do you tell it to people as if you found it? or Would you tell it and add your opinions and perspective? I have done mostly the former I think, and Let's do the latter one. Even you are in the full of information, and have a chance to touch them, without your imagination, you don't perfectly get them. And that leads you not being able to have topic available.

Emphasize meeting people and talk to them, respect your minds, be energetic and passionate, be serious, imagine.