Determined to One

Yesterday was recently the worst day I ever had in terms of how aimless I was. I was not willing to anything that is related to my major. I know I am not enough, I've got to catch up to those top-notch people in the world. I have interest in it.

I did learning about OpenCV as always in the morning, and when I was considering what I do next, I had 3 choices, OpenCV, iOS development, and Python. Since I had no strongly determined goal for each, I got lost. And I enjoyed another part of my life, indulging in things that have made by somebody. I watched 2 films, and played computer video game for the first time in about more than a year. That was great experience while I am into those things, but when I had done with all of them and went to bed, I was feeling terrible, reflecting my whole day and I noticed that I had too many choices with lack of passion. I know the source of every challenge and action are passion. I did less passion. And I thought, what am I now passionate about? And in the bed, I came up.

I am passionate about Computer Vision. Remember the day when you first did that, how it fascinated me. I can do that one by one. Don't let anybody bother your instinct and will. Don't live somebody's life. I felt like this. And I suddenly came up with one order from my instinct. "ひとまず１冊やってみれば", try complete a whole book for a now?. I felt my goals for now determined to one that makes my action more accurate and quick and determined.

This is the implication. When people have too many choices without any priority and clear goal, people hesitate to pick one. And I recalled one scene of my favorite manga "Slum Dunk". That was the scene when Kaede Rukawa beats the best player in Japan Sawakita, coach Anzai explains that when offense has multiple choices, deffence can't pick one that the offense can pass through. This is the good use of having multiple choices. But this time, these available choices are what you can do while my multiple choices what I can't do now.

It is best to have multiple weapons for anything. But, when you are not, and willing to get multiple weapons, you have to have passion for getting each weapon, and sometimes you have to pick one to move on. Still, the most important thing is passion. With that, you are always determined and you know what to do next.