Traumatic Crows

I hate crows, not only that, I am scared of them. The power balance between me and crows is not equal, I lose always. I remember when I was high school student, I go to school by bicycle, and on the way, there is narrow street with a lot of trees because that is near the cemetery, and sometimes crow watching me. I had to go through the street with crows very close, and sometimes I simply couldn't. My strategy varies. Sometimes, I stopped and wait somebody come and go with him/her. Or simply take another route that requires so much more time, and one of biggest reason I was late to school was crows.
But why am I so scared of them while most of people not? This is related to traumatic memory of old time. When I was elementary school student, and 2nd or 3rd year, one day I went to school as always, but suddenly crows flew to me! I still remember that and that is the biggest reason. And I also remember that I was really scared of the story that was popular among us, that was like kind of rumor, no evidence but very persuasive, we call them "都市伝説" ore Urben Legend. That story says, if we see crows in the eye, they flew to us and they stick our eyes with their beak. I was small when these happened, but I still strongly remember, this implicates these are trauma to me. And the fact that even now I scared of them is because of this. Post Traumatic Stressed Disorder in a way.
Trauma or strong impression when you get you were very young pertains very long, and that is sometimes really hard to overcome. The fear is inside the subconscious. I really hate them, the color, the size of them. But I think this fear sometimes interferes me that I can not touch the world of crows, well of course, I don't want to. I started to think of this since I watched the TV program featuring crows, their intelligence and unusual behavior. That made me think of them changed drastically, for example, I saw a video that crows play with slide in a park, and they eat soap. The professor said some mysterious incidents happening around us could be crow's action. And this is why I am afraid of my attitude that is like "I hate them, so I won't have any research that contains crows even a little". We won't know what is related with one thing, unexpected phenomena could be the key to success. I can't exclude even a small pieces of phenomena happening in the world.