I'm of a two minds

Now, I'm of a two minds, do I choose the lectures in the perspective of easiness or usefulness. I have to take at least 4 lectures of language and other than major this year. And my study of major is likely to be hard to me, so that I can't decide. Of course, I want to choose what I need or think important, but if those were tough enough to delaying me from doing my major, that should not be my burden, but it's a waste of time to take easy lectures, I think I won't feel good.

But for now, I don't know what's included, and what's the class like. And today, I participate in those classes and will decide.

We sometimes face difficult decisions, that happens when those options seem more or less profitable or risky, that is calculated in our brains, when we face those, whether we have principle or not is the key of right decision, for example, if you are determined to be professional at some language, you would take any pain, long time of assignments, but if you are rather determined to be professional at your major, and you prioritize that, you may exclude any obstacles around you.

Well, my principles, BOTH!! I'm determined to be professional of both, I'm gonna be PROFESSIONAL of COMPUTER SCIENCE who has a ability of ENGLISH. This is how I think, and I have to make decisions based on this, or I will feel regret, I feel empty.

Other than those specific areas, we never know which dot connects which dots, we can never say it's a waste of time or useless, we may have to follow our instinct when facing decisions. There is no formula that automatically determine the correct decision, it's a balance of your principle and instinct, it depends which you weigh in, but having both, I can say, that the decisions are more likely to be good for you.