Feeling jalous→do my own business

I sometimes feel jalous of others mostly succeed in academic and romantic thing. I stop doing things I need to do improve by becoming full of jalousy in my mind. But I realized that human are made to feel jalous. because all man is incomplete. disadvantage and advantage. To fill the hole of my ability, I search it and I find it owned by someone. that is inevitable.
Feeling jalous, I have to keep moving to overcome that. Doing nothing is the worst way of removing sadness. In terms of English, I feel strong jalous to a lot of people who are returnee. I feel like I started late. But I have to do more to overcome that.

Yesterday, I watched tv program that is documentary of the new film from ジブリstudio. featuring how the new film "借りぐらしのアリエッティ" was made and the struggle of the director" I saw the director was conflicting with the other old makers. he did not gives in and went through his own idea. result is what everyone need.

Also, the sense of doing immediately is very important. We can earn immediate concentration. If you decide to do something, DON'T do that 30 minutes later of after watching this tv program. Do it immediately, jump right into your work. OK