Happy New year: 2011

In retrospect, 2010 was like this
/My will was not strong enough for everything
everytime I encountered obstacle, my will was challenged and in many cases, defeated.
from a little defeat from big one, due to laziness to paralyzed mind.

/Doing English & English
I got strong motivation toward learning English, and the biggest leap was I could take class for proficient English students in university. I passed the qualification, I first took TOEIC and I got 895(Listening 485, Reading 410) And found out my listening ability was quite good, but reading is not good enough, and also productive ability(speaking and writing) was not good. By taking the class, I really got used to read lengthy article, and those were academic one and I think that was the level that real American students do, so now I am not scared of them and I can start reading at anytime. And I really improved academic writing skills. These were the most rewarding.
But, when it comes to my speaking ability or communication ability, still no good. I did not take chance to talk with people in English. This unwilling attitude was my biggest problem, my will was not strong enough.

/Mindset
This year, I got influenced from many people around the world, for instance, Michael Sandel at Harvard, and other professional speaker at TED, I saw a wide deep world stretching beyond my imagination. I felt the importance of productive ability(output), and I learned that I just need to practice and practice with passion. Just push myself. I have to be more aggressive. With obstacles, I will get over it with reconfirming my will, by rethinking "why I do this".